| | I have lost the will to write. The passion and the happiness that came with it. I have been broken and torn. The smile on my face is a mask which I must wear. Life right now has only a small glimmer of hope at the end. This whole journey of being kicked in the butt is slowly killing me. It's making me do things I never thought I'd do. I'm ashamed at myself. I ask God for help, and more often than once, he shows it. But the darkness in this world is overshadowing his great-ness. My only drive right now is now that it'll all be over soon. And perhaps at the end, it may seem worth it. But that is the future. I keep hoping, and wishing and praying That all my toils will not be in vain. Pray for me as I too pray to Him. Because When I do come out of this, I will glorify His name no matter what.
This is why my blog has remained dormant for the longest of time. It's cuz I've had the joy in me sucked out. I'm sorry to my friends who check in from time to time. Perhaps I'll have something better to write after August has past....
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